School's starting again.. and i've got no clue how to get there..
man.. this douchebag, we were like both supossed to go by bike together.. but now the douche just called me and said; "Oh well i've been offered to get on the back of someone's moped.. so im not comming" yeah well what the fuck ever.. this cunt has pulled tricks like this before..


So yeah.. stuff like this makes me think that there's only one person who cares about me :/

my life is pretty much still in a -just been destroyed state- eventhough i've met this sweet girl in turkey.. man i love her so much... :/ She lives in england.. and I've been over to her house already, her parents are ok. her bro is a douche. Her friends are awesome.

Without her my life is just the same old boring shit over and over again... the next time I'll see her will probably be by christmas.. and... idk i forgot what i was going to write cause i cant think properly anymore.. im listening to nirvana.. and i havent slept for 3 days.. yeah i slept for like 2hours this afternoon but cant sleep any longer..

whats wrong with me? is this a pre state of dieing or what? please help me.. it feels horrible.

back2school

///this time no recess.